我输了

我今天有多难过你们知道吗？最难受的感觉更是我想哭却不能哭出来，还得假装强颜欢笑。这已经是第N次我偷偷躲起来哭。我很在意，却得表现出若无其事。写着写着，眼泪又不禁沾湿眼眶和脸庞。

I had forgotten my blog for such a long time.Recently I do really feel exhausted and tired.I feel that I could not bear with all these conundrum and circumstances.Anyway,I always inspire myself.Yesterday I knew my English mid-year examination mark,feel so disappointed and upset about my result.I do not know what should and what can I do to improve my poor English!:((( I cried in bathroom when I bathe just now!!:((( Read more,I really wish and want to get A+ in my spm English.Aizzz,jiayou ba!!